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[Apr. 25th, 2005|08:51 pm] |
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Well I haven't updated in forever and a day, I'm surprised everyone didn't delete me, but nope you're all still there! Haha, well I might make it habit to check this thing again.
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| this week.... |
[Mar. 11th, 2005|04:56 pm] |
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What happened to no work on FCAT week? Seriously...
I <3 Andrew Hanson, Johnathan Swan, and Yang for their performance in language arts today.
People are some real bitches, today at lunch specifically. Not to me, but I cant STAND people doing shit to my friends. |
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| nobody really reads these anymore |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|01:20 pm] |
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| | She's the Blade - Sugarcult | ] |
I really really really want it to work out somehow. Got farther than the last time I liked a guy first...
I've decided I'm going to work my ass off and make it to the 2012 Olympics. Why not 2008, you ask? Well duh I wouldn't be ready! So that's my plan.
Why is it that they always make the gymnast in a show bulimic or anorexic or psycho a/b their weight? I've only known 1 girl who was like that in all 12 of my years as a gymnast. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|09:27 pm] |
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| | tangled up in you | ] |
I am pretty happy, considering...
And this just made me laugh. but why are all the people I have sex with girls... |
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| This is Insane |
[Feb. 19th, 2005|04:55 pm] |
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I know this seems crazy, but I feel so alone lately. I mean I know I have so many great friends so I'm not doing this asking for you guys to comment and say you're my friend because I know who is. I just feel really hurt. Weird, I know. Sometimes I'll feel so happy and be having fun at a movie or something and later I'll feel it again. It's that feeling like someone died, the kind you can't replace that normally sticks with you for a while. I keep thinking its stupid and I can't quite place it, but I know its about friends. Last year I had like a group of friends that I always hung out with and went to movies with and stuff and now I know so many people in so many places and in school the people I know all hang out with different people nad I don't really have one group I hang out with. I used to feel really close with that one group of people, but I guess since I kind of got kicked out its not an option. I mean, what really happened is kind of beyond me I guess it was so many things. Just sometimes I feel like I don't belong even though I know I do. |
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| well well well |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
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| | boulevard of broken dreams - greenday | ] |
I have what "half of jacksonvilles got" and it sucks. Its that cough that sounds like you've been smoking for 50 years and are hacking up a lung. I haven't gone half an hour without coughing since tuesday. I also havent been at school since tuesday. Anyone notice? lol I actually wanted to go too and now I have history work up my ass and a monologue I haven't been able to go over since tuesday since I've been in bed so I haven't memorized the last paragraph yet. Someone want to go to a show with me tomorrow? Since obviously the rest of the weekend I'll be doing enough work to drive me insane.
Hey kids welcome to stanton! |
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| "I'm playing the villain baby, just like you wanted.." |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|01:22 pm] |
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| | keane - somewhere only we know | ] |
Sorry Tori, couldn't resist that quote.
Friday I went to Hitch w/ Kelly, Allison, Adriana, Ashley, Lauren, and Marisa. It makes you feel a warm and fuzzy...and I learned some hot dance moves. Saturday I hung out with Shannon all day and went to Hide and Seek. (eek that movie is creepy!) And to Starbucks and to Tori's house to watch Girl, Interrupted. Tori your movie parties are always awesome, and Peytons gonna make a Boy, Interrupted. Heres a few pictures.
( Women Relate Dancing to Sex )
I was thinking I might have the guts to tell him tonight but no I dont.
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• You care most about Hillary.
• Lauren H is the one who knows you very well.
• Jaime is your lucky star.
• Somewhere only we know is the song that matches with ****.
• White Houses is the song for ~~~~~.
• Since you been gone is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and All that I've got is the song telling you how you feel about life
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Damn true, you have no idea. |
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| what happened to the days when we used to be happy |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|04:03 pm] |
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My entry would read a little like tori's if I put all I wanted to. I was at school until 4:30 yesterday waiting for a ride with emily and karen. We walked around and all that. I got to gymnastics an hour late at 5:00 and missed warmup and bars. Bars is my favorite and I neeeded to get used to grips again too. Then I ended up leaving early. Everything kind of got to me and I started crying on beam. I fucking hate that and I told one of my coaches Michelle that it just was really getting to me that one of the guys at my school had killed himself and I've just been thinking about how everyone who knew him was so upset and what if it happened to someone I was close to I would just feel like dying and how NOONE really says anything about it like they did with orlean plummer last year and I hoped if someone I knew died in any way it WOULD be addressed at school. It really makes me appreciate the people I know and the friends I DO have and who like me for who I am and even the people who are bitches to me but say they're my friends don't understand how much they can hurt a person, but I could never put a gun to my head and pull the trigger because I know I'd hurt my friends and hillary would definitely talk me out of it. |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|09:37 pm] |
To everyone who knew him: I'm so sorry, I didn't know him but I saw how upset my friends who did were.
Things like this bring it all just a little bit closer.
Damn thats uncomfortable. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2005|08:36 pm] |
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I'm never on any more. It doesn't matter as much to me but I like reading everyone elses when I can. Tomorrow is Ashley Brown's birthday by the way and sundays was Hillary Futch's birthday. I think I loved me and Toris scene today. It made me happy and it was so much freaking fun. We got lots of good comments too! I need to be happier I think. Monday I was so bummed out and at gym I completely messed up on vault the whole time and then on beam carly kept yelling at me to fix my turns because I kept zoning out and not paying attention. But then on bars it was wonderful, it really cheered me up. I can't wait until competition season. Someone come to a meet sometime =) lol jk it'd probably be boring for anyone. I also have an 85.6 in hohnes class, how great is that? Wonderful! |
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[Jan. 11th, 2005|04:56 pm] |
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I think I like it better when I'm not online much...
Hohne people, I need the notes please! aim or call 6455260
School is ok, I guess, I don't know.
I feel kind of like I was dumped by my old friends, maybe its just me. I love all my new ones though and all the girls at gym like Amiele, Melissa and Shay and all the others, they're awesome!
Last friday I went to Gainesville to the Super Six, it was great fun and I got some pictures.
Amazingly I spent 13 hours at home from Mon-Friday last week altogether, not counting sleep (which was from a/b 11 to 5:45) |
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| go see phantom of the opera |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|11:19 am] |
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Whoa that movie was great! Stephanie came over last night and we went to go see it kind of last minute, and then we didn't see it till 10:15 so we ate at steak n shake with my family till then and then we movie skipped for about 5 mins lol. But the movie was the best I've seen in a while! I almost cried, I got soo close and it was stepanies 3rd time seeing it and she still thought it was horribly sad. Now I want to see it again, ahhh such a great movie. We got home at 1 tho and stayed up till 3 watching a movie. |
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| Happy New Years to everyone |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|03:26 pm] |
"Betrayal can drive people to do crazy things
I don't know what I was thinking
but they deserved what they got"
I was thinking, we all know people change. I wish I could've changed back before I made dumb choices or gave people the wrong impression. Obviously there's no getting another chance. But I've changed now so maybe that'll make a difference. |
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| "we were all in love and we all got hurt" |
[Dec. 31st, 2004|07:09 pm] |
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I have a headache like crazy and sadness to go with it.
I went to that gator bowl parade today and the whole time I kept trying to remember the name of the guy I was sitting near. I knew who he was but just couldn't remember until I thought "OH its that alex kid ashley talks about". The parade wasn't fun, but I did get a doughnut and met some people.
Happy New Years Eve! |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
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I just realized my hug thing on my profile changed to xmassy stuff. How exciting.
Did anyone else think the beginning of The Bourne Supremacy was sad?
I'm going to Tori's tonight and watching Napoleon Dynamite I think. |
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| Merry Xmas! |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|12:17 pm] |
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Well...my family stopped fighting....
...AND I GOT A DIGITAL CAMERA!!! I've been one of the losers without one for so long and now I have one! Get ready for annoyingly long picture posts in the near future. Ahhh thats the greatest thing in the world! Oh and I got some movies, Bourne Supremacy, Kill Bill movies, Saved, and Lost in Translation and money of course (but everything thats not a gift card is being saved i swear) and clothes. I haven't got clothes for christmas in forever. pajamas with martini glasses on them lol I also got tickets to the Super Six (like the Final Four, except for gymnastics) and a new leo but I already knew about those. Well I'm going to go picture happy with my new camera which I love. So what did everyone else get? |
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| this is boring |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|05:07 pm] |
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| | white houses - vanessa carlton | ] |
I like it much better when I don't get online much.
Fun week, I;ve done last minute christmas shopping and seen a few movies. I was series of unfortunate events with tori, allison, and shannon on sunday. Monday was a lot of shopping and working around my house (ohh yeah fun) and doing floor and beam routines. (the JCA has a high beam! so i can practice on a high one out of gym) Tuesday I had gymnastics and the party afterwards. Great fun, I love all the girls there. Wednesday I went to the mall with Hillary and my mom and then we saw Meet the Fockers. That movie was SO FUNNY. Go see it, now. It's worth it, lol.
I can't believe christmas is in 2 days. |
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| food |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:54 pm] |
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I ate in every period today. Party in SPanish 1st and that wonderfully DEPRESSING movie we watched. I ate enough to die and THEN 2nd I had wild fun with Ashley walking around to school, visiting Spanish again to get food and talk to Jahzeel and Geoff. We listened to Eric DAy and Felix Chang play guitar and violin and Erics wonderful singing. He sang John Mayer, Greenday, Dashboard, and Gavin DeGraw. Ashley and I almost got teary eyed. Talked to MAGGIE JAMES, Ricky, Hunter, etc in my 2nd per Bio class and that was fun...I'm going to miss all the good times in Biology...like when Maggie called her aunt on Mr T's phone during class. 3rd period Ashley, Allison, me n Katy played boundball and then me and ashley ran off to get chocolate fondue during B lunch and hung out in Mr T's class again with Erin, Marisa, and Tori watching FInding Nemo and eating pizza and then Tori gave me a popcorn bag and mrs burke let us pop it over there and we stole some Spanish food AGAIN. C lunch was ok, I had to finish some work and 4th per math we ate again and had some fun. I'm gonna miss spanish, gym, and bio SO MUCH. |
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| green eyes blue eyes |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|08:58 pm] |
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Today was fun, don't know what it is about testing days but they turn out fun besides testing. Me Allison Ashley and Katy were eating Ashleys jelly beans in gym while "studying" and every once in a while itd be some really nasty crap and one of us would run to spit it out. Fun times...had some fun in biolody too with all the music and Maggies awesome mix cd she is graciously burning for me...in exchange for Modest Mouse. Ha our xmas gifts for each other. I have a HUGE tree in my house now and it smells soo good I want to hug it.
A picture made by one of my friends...isn't it great? I came up with the quote and idea for the pic, but she was the genius who could make it =) |
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